A QUEST

TO FIND... All my life I came across, Everyone like sharp claymores! In each, I try and look for, A friend pretty much Whom I can be therefor; I lost hope all of it pretty much. 'Hope' I always questioned, But within my heart, it burned. Then one day I found a certain someone To share my all and find peace. I never thought that this could be the one And my all doubts began to seize. All was happy and bright, Until a lost history stirred within me a fright. Now I start to fear 'the mystery', Which under the table of my heart is contained; No matter how hard I try It can no longer be restrained. My worst fears arose, I completely froze. My search was in vain; From this endeavour, I began to abstain From this 'Hope' that turned into vapour. This quest turned me to stone, I realised that I forever will remain alone. -Aura