"From, My Heart. To,

August 30, 2020

Dear 'You Are Special To me',

You are amazing,

You are beautiful,

You make my heart feel the zing,

You make me soulful.

Your eyes sing,

A song so cheerful;

I get this feeling

For your message, I keep waiting

It's all very new to me:

I keep looking at my phone

It's like I'm missing you.

I can't stop myself from texting you.

It turns out to be controlling

So, I will fence you.

I will talk if I want to,

You just 'Be You'.

(This isn't the right reason,

I just don't want to know the right reason)

I will keep myself busy,

I will be happy.

You are something different;

You make me say this to you:

"Lately our conversation is just an argument.

Something in you makes me stay;

When you don't say anything, feels like attachment;

I like this quiet silence between us in every way."

Why do I miss your texts? Why do I miss you?

That feeling is coming back.

I will be fencing you

But please don't change.

I forgot those words I told you,

"Don't call me without a purpose.

Don't waste my time and yours."

I cannot be what you expect me to be.

It's my fault I am like this,

I am sorry.

So I will fence you,

I will build a wall.

Why isn't it working?

It's still pulling me close to you;

I will push you away

But please be 'you', don't change.

Message sent! 02:58 am"

My screen:

"1 new notification from 'THE ONE' 06:58 am"