"From, My Heart. To,

  Dear 'You Are Special To me',

You are amazing,
You are beautiful,
You make my heart feel the zing,
You make me soulful.
Your eyes sing,
A song so cheerful;

I get this feeling
For your message, I keep waiting
It's all very new to me:
I keep looking at my phone
It's like I'm missing you.
I can't stop myself from texting you.
It turns out to be controlling
So, I will fence you.

I will talk if I want to,
You just 'Be You'.
(This isn't the right reason,
I just don't want to know the right reason)
I will keep myself busy,
I will be happy.

You are something different;
You make me say this to you:
"Lately our conversation is just an argument.
Something in you makes me stay;
When you don't say anything, feels like attachment;
I like this quiet silence between us in every way."
Why do I miss your texts? Why do I miss you?
That feeling is coming back.

I will be fencing you
But please don't change.
I forgot those words I told you,
"Don't call me without a purpose.
Don't waste my time and yours."
I cannot be what you expect me to be.
It's my fault I am like this, 
I am sorry.

So I will fence you,
I will build a wall.
Why isn't it working?
It's still pulling me close to you;
I will push you away
But please be 'you', don't change.



Message sent! 02:58 am"

My screen: 
"1 new notification from 'THE ONE' 06:58 am"


 Dear 'You Are Special To me',

You are amazing,
You are beautiful,
You make my heart feel the zing,
You make me soulful.
Your eyes sing,
A song so cheerful;

I get this feeling
For your message, I keep waiting
It's all very new to me:
I keep looking at my phone
It's like I'm missing you.
I can't stop myself from texting you.
It turns out to be controlling
So, I will fence you.

I will talk if I want to,
You just 'Be You'.
(This isn't the right reason,
I just don't want to know the right reason)
I will keep myself busy,
I will be happy.

You are something different;
You make me say this to you:
"Lately our conversation is just an argument.
Something in you makes me stay;
When you don't say anything, feels like attachment;
I like this quiet silence between us in every way."
Why do I miss your texts? Why do I miss you?
That feeling is coming back.

I will be fencing you
But please don't change.
I forgot those words I told you,
"Don't call me without a purpose.
Don't waste my time and yours."
I cannot be what you expect me to be.
It's my fault I am like this, 
I am sorry.

So I will fence you,
I will build a wall.
Why isn't it working?
It's still pulling me close to you;
I will push you away
But please be 'you', don't change.



Message sent! 02:58 am"

My screen: 
"1 new notification from 'THE ONE' 06:58 am"



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